so its no surprise that i'm not a big fan of 'religion'...there was always something about man imposed rules that bothered me...i think i always knew deep down, even as a young kiddo that it wasn't really god that made those rules-but people...people who were in positions of power like the roman constantin centuries ago, who for political reasons, decided then what roman catholicism would entail and, yes, which parts of the bible he would put in after picking and choosing only those apostles that fit his religious agenda...
...its funny how only mark, matthew, luke and john are in the bible as gospels, but there are so many others who wrote gospels, like mary magdalene and thomas who never made it in the bible...yet, they too like the others published in the bible, all had important messages to pass down..
yet another reason to lose respect for structured religion...
only few know of these hidden gospels, and their messages, which is sad since they portray a whole new viewpoint to jesus' life on earth (gnostics etc...) and that, till this day, remains unpopular...once the bible was written (which, by the way, was written 300 years after jesus died, so lots lost in translation there too), it had its first and longest lasting impact (no matter how biased it was to the interpreters and writers), leaving less room for the other gospels, even though they were and are equally important and worth studying...
...i'm not downplaying the bible and its sacred messages,(afterall, i read the whole thing from start to finish), but one shouldn't take it word for word...for one thing, there are many inconsistencies and contradictions in the bible that lead you to question what really happened...for example, when two or more apostles are talking about any given event, in one version, so and so was there, and in another version, so and so wasn't there which led to different circumstances, so you have to ask yourself and challenge the bible's validity and accuracy of events...
...its good to live by the bible, more so the bigger picture of it and jesus' messages, and not bother with the smaller details since they're just not unfortunately accurate...
where was i going with this...oh yes, i started these thoughts today because my mom questioned me about eating meat on christmas eve and how we shouldn't be doing that because of 'our' custom...i told her not to place so much emphasis on what 'man' tells you what god wants from you...and it isn't rules, laws and practices or customs, its not eat this, don't eat that, fast then, give up for 40 days, its just simply, do to others as you would have done to you...love one another...that's it, nothing else, simple stupid...
..to find god, look inside, deep deep inside and you'll find him...or, in other words...
'be still and know that i am god'
amen.
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
so my course is going okay so far, but i'm spending much less time on it than i thought i initially would...probably because the first book i've decided to start is the most boring and least relevant...i remember those courses that were mandatory when taking my psychology degree that had nothing to do with anything else, but for some reason, was deemed necessary for the rest of the degree...well, this is one of them...stress management..i guess it can be relevant, but i'm guessing it has to do more with those who would choose to later become workers of holistics...
hubby and i had a discussion a few nights ago watching a documentary about the 'universe' and the 'cosmos'...this is probably one subject where we have shared interest (believe it or not)...i for spiritual and metaphysical reasons, him for scientific reasons...
...anyhow, it was discussing how astronomers have recently discovered that the universe is so much bigger than initially thought...like totally totally massive and so much space, that "the conscious mind cannot grasp or make any sense of how large it really is"
..and this is really true. thank you for making the point i've been trying to make for so long and trying to articulate for so long...
...i like to think of it this way...
imagine you were born a fish...think of the amount of space you get to have being able to swim wherever you want in a vast ocean, and think of the space you swim over your whole life being a fish...lets say its 200km's...(that's a lot for a small fish, right?)
now being born a fish, you're instinctually born with certain traits...to look for food, to procreate, to defend etc...these are the traits needed to live as a fish...you instinctually know who your mamma is and who your enemies are, i say instinctually since you've never looked at yourself in a mirror to know what you look like and what, hence, your mamma looks like...in other words, how do you know you're a catfish for example, and not a clown fish?...how do you know your mamma isn't really a clown fish? (interesting eh?)
anyways, back on track...to this fish, its world is massive, it can probably keep on swimming on and on and on and on, in its mind, infinitely (and given the amount of ocean space, it wouldn't live long enough to swim every square inch of it)...but the fish doesn't really know where it ends-it doesn't really know that if it peeks its head out of the water and is able to look around and somehow see the whole earth at a glance, how large is really is after all...
that's kind of like us....the size of the solar system, then the universe, then the cosmos is so subjective because we're measuring it in terms of the five senses god gave us to work with...the traits needed to live here on earth, and not much else...we don't have what we need in order to understand the size and meaning of the universe, we were built like that on purpose, after all, we really don't NEED to know what's out there, we're just on earth to learn lessons and when we die, we get to find out the real meaning of life and the universe...
when the astronomers say "our conscious minds are too small to really understand the enormous space out there", they're right...human beings tend to approach knowledge very subjectively...the size of the universe to us humans is as proportionate as the size of the ocean space to the little fish...it can't possibly fathom how much space it really has and how much space really is out there after all...in order to study the massive concept of the universe from the viewpoint of a human being, we must liken it to the viewpoint of a fish toward its ocean..by studying things of a smaller scale and applying the same principles to those of a larger scale (the universe), we can begin to grasp what's really out there...
...we are in fact, probably just a speck of the larger order out there and part of a larger organism working together as one, interdependant upon each other just like a delicate ecosystem...
..humans will probably never get all the answers while here on earth, but they are trying!
the best position to take is this:
i'm a human being built instinctually with limited senses and traits that i need to survive and learn lessons on earth (just like the fish-nothing more, nothing less), and i don't begin to possess what's needed to understand or 'figure out' the universe and that will never change...
in other words, i'm fine with knowing that i don't know now and never will know...(at least in this life)..
hubby and i had a discussion a few nights ago watching a documentary about the 'universe' and the 'cosmos'...this is probably one subject where we have shared interest (believe it or not)...i for spiritual and metaphysical reasons, him for scientific reasons...
...anyhow, it was discussing how astronomers have recently discovered that the universe is so much bigger than initially thought...like totally totally massive and so much space, that "the conscious mind cannot grasp or make any sense of how large it really is"
..and this is really true. thank you for making the point i've been trying to make for so long and trying to articulate for so long...
...i like to think of it this way...
imagine you were born a fish...think of the amount of space you get to have being able to swim wherever you want in a vast ocean, and think of the space you swim over your whole life being a fish...lets say its 200km's...(that's a lot for a small fish, right?)
now being born a fish, you're instinctually born with certain traits...to look for food, to procreate, to defend etc...these are the traits needed to live as a fish...you instinctually know who your mamma is and who your enemies are, i say instinctually since you've never looked at yourself in a mirror to know what you look like and what, hence, your mamma looks like...in other words, how do you know you're a catfish for example, and not a clown fish?...how do you know your mamma isn't really a clown fish? (interesting eh?)
anyways, back on track...to this fish, its world is massive, it can probably keep on swimming on and on and on and on, in its mind, infinitely (and given the amount of ocean space, it wouldn't live long enough to swim every square inch of it)...but the fish doesn't really know where it ends-it doesn't really know that if it peeks its head out of the water and is able to look around and somehow see the whole earth at a glance, how large is really is after all...
that's kind of like us....the size of the solar system, then the universe, then the cosmos is so subjective because we're measuring it in terms of the five senses god gave us to work with...the traits needed to live here on earth, and not much else...we don't have what we need in order to understand the size and meaning of the universe, we were built like that on purpose, after all, we really don't NEED to know what's out there, we're just on earth to learn lessons and when we die, we get to find out the real meaning of life and the universe...
when the astronomers say "our conscious minds are too small to really understand the enormous space out there", they're right...human beings tend to approach knowledge very subjectively...the size of the universe to us humans is as proportionate as the size of the ocean space to the little fish...it can't possibly fathom how much space it really has and how much space really is out there after all...in order to study the massive concept of the universe from the viewpoint of a human being, we must liken it to the viewpoint of a fish toward its ocean..by studying things of a smaller scale and applying the same principles to those of a larger scale (the universe), we can begin to grasp what's really out there...
...we are in fact, probably just a speck of the larger order out there and part of a larger organism working together as one, interdependant upon each other just like a delicate ecosystem...
..humans will probably never get all the answers while here on earth, but they are trying!
the best position to take is this:
i'm a human being built instinctually with limited senses and traits that i need to survive and learn lessons on earth (just like the fish-nothing more, nothing less), and i don't begin to possess what's needed to understand or 'figure out' the universe and that will never change...
in other words, i'm fine with knowing that i don't know now and never will know...(at least in this life)..
Saturday, December 12, 2009
good bye sadd
thank heavens for sunlight lamps...i don't know if its just a coincidence but the day i got and started using my sunlight lamp, all my sadd symptoms are gone...gone...gone...no nausea, no fatigue and lack of energy, no depressive symptoms, and most importantly, the extreme incontrollable hunger...GONE! thank god for that one, i was on my way to getting real fat...although i did pack on some extra 5llbs that i'm now working on getting rid of which, as usual, isn't easy...
...on a sidenote, have since started my parapsychic science courses and i'm starting with the most boring and unrelated books first to get them out of the way (you know how in every degree program, there's always that one or two subject that you have to take that has nothing to do with what you're taking?)
...exciting stuff...
...on a sidenote, have since started my parapsychic science courses and i'm starting with the most boring and unrelated books first to get them out of the way (you know how in every degree program, there's always that one or two subject that you have to take that has nothing to do with what you're taking?)
...exciting stuff...
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
so its been awhile...
i've been struggling with this fall misery and still battling the fuckin nausea and tiredness and worst of all, the extreme hunger...really, just dangerously hungry...before this, i wouldn't eat until 10.30-11am every day, then again only at dinner, and maybe a nighttime snack...now, i'm hungry as soon as i get up, then again mid morning, then lunch--get outta my way, then dinner again, then hungry again till bed...like WTF!?!?
i can deal with the other symptoms, but an expanding waistline just shoots my mood right out the window...
i'm shoving down a teaspoon of real ginger every morning (yummee) for my nausea-which is really working well, but whatever it is, can't wait for this miserable state to leave...
...so i've never been more excited about anything in my life...really and truly...within the last few years, i've started to get a mental hunger to start using my brain again...like you know, take a course...but like anyone, you naturally want to take a course you're passionate about...and of course, carleton university, or any other for that matter doesn't offer courses that i'm passionate about, the closest thing that comes to it is religion and the spirit and even that's all stupidity in the way its taught...so i'm doing research on near death experiences on the internet ( as usual ) , and stumble across the american institute for holistic theology that offer a ba or masters or phd program in P-A-R-A-P-S-Y-C-H-I-C S-C-I-E-N-C-E!!!!!!!!!!! of which includes courses such as, you guessed it, near death experiences, psychic intuitions, edgar cayce, chakra therapy, hypnosis, past life regression, reincarnation..etc...etc..etc...
yahoooooooooo!!! finally, someone has heard me!! so i'm like totally totally applying, but we're looking at 4-5000.00 kind of upfront and hubby got a little irritated since you know, we've spent over 10,000.00 in the last several months doing major repairs/reno's etc...to the apt's so he would prefer i wait until march...no problem, i've only waited 39 years, i can wait another four months...
i actually looked into carleton last year about maybe getting my masters in psychology since that's the closest program to my interests, but it just didn't cut it-i wasn't passionate enough about stuff i've already learned, and basic psychology stuff...parapsychology, maybe, but of course, they don't offer it...this american institute of holistic theology is apparantly not accredited, but i really don't care...my goal isn't to take what i've learned to a job interview, its just to expand and feed my natural curiousity that consumes my thoughts day after day...
hopefully one day, the universities will catch up to this real stuff that exists out there and update this stuff into their courses and programs...i really feel sorry for these 'educational stiffs' that refuse to add anything new to their literature that can't be scientifically proven within their own limited physical senses of course...but university is the ultimate learning experience, right? yup okay then...
oh, gotta go now, believe that...i'm hungry
i've been struggling with this fall misery and still battling the fuckin nausea and tiredness and worst of all, the extreme hunger...really, just dangerously hungry...before this, i wouldn't eat until 10.30-11am every day, then again only at dinner, and maybe a nighttime snack...now, i'm hungry as soon as i get up, then again mid morning, then lunch--get outta my way, then dinner again, then hungry again till bed...like WTF!?!?
i can deal with the other symptoms, but an expanding waistline just shoots my mood right out the window...
i'm shoving down a teaspoon of real ginger every morning (yummee) for my nausea-which is really working well, but whatever it is, can't wait for this miserable state to leave...
...so i've never been more excited about anything in my life...really and truly...within the last few years, i've started to get a mental hunger to start using my brain again...like you know, take a course...but like anyone, you naturally want to take a course you're passionate about...and of course, carleton university, or any other for that matter doesn't offer courses that i'm passionate about, the closest thing that comes to it is religion and the spirit and even that's all stupidity in the way its taught...so i'm doing research on near death experiences on the internet ( as usual ) , and stumble across the american institute for holistic theology that offer a ba or masters or phd program in P-A-R-A-P-S-Y-C-H-I-C S-C-I-E-N-C-E!!!!!!!!!!! of which includes courses such as, you guessed it, near death experiences, psychic intuitions, edgar cayce, chakra therapy, hypnosis, past life regression, reincarnation..etc...etc..etc...
yahoooooooooo!!! finally, someone has heard me!! so i'm like totally totally applying, but we're looking at 4-5000.00 kind of upfront and hubby got a little irritated since you know, we've spent over 10,000.00 in the last several months doing major repairs/reno's etc...to the apt's so he would prefer i wait until march...no problem, i've only waited 39 years, i can wait another four months...
i actually looked into carleton last year about maybe getting my masters in psychology since that's the closest program to my interests, but it just didn't cut it-i wasn't passionate enough about stuff i've already learned, and basic psychology stuff...parapsychology, maybe, but of course, they don't offer it...this american institute of holistic theology is apparantly not accredited, but i really don't care...my goal isn't to take what i've learned to a job interview, its just to expand and feed my natural curiousity that consumes my thoughts day after day...
hopefully one day, the universities will catch up to this real stuff that exists out there and update this stuff into their courses and programs...i really feel sorry for these 'educational stiffs' that refuse to add anything new to their literature that can't be scientifically proven within their own limited physical senses of course...but university is the ultimate learning experience, right? yup okay then...
oh, gotta go now, believe that...i'm hungry
Saturday, November 14, 2009
its been awhile, but i've been struggling with friggin seasonal affective disorder...AGAIN...every year, of course, that's the nature of the beast, but you just forget how miserable it really is until you're struck with it again...nausea seems to be my biggest thing in november...i can't figure that one out...i thought maybe its allergies, since its usually always in the fall..so i went and got allergy medication and of course no change, so i have to rule it to sadd...even though its not really a symptom...
...i went out today and got vitamin d and vitamin b6-apparantly good for sadd and of course i'm going to overdose on them...it seemed to work a little today-not as tired and a bit better mood, but the beast is still there...i just can't wait till it starts to go away, man winter sucks!! the symptom i hate the most is the carbohydrate cravings and the weight gain-if its not one thing, its another...i'm so tired of dealing with health issues all the time-bad back, tight muscles, neck/shoulder/arm pain, sciatic nerve pain, pms, seasonal affective disorder, then a bad cold, more pms, sore joints, insomnia and on and on...yes i complain-i'm human and i'll take pleasure in complaining...
till next time...
...i went out today and got vitamin d and vitamin b6-apparantly good for sadd and of course i'm going to overdose on them...it seemed to work a little today-not as tired and a bit better mood, but the beast is still there...i just can't wait till it starts to go away, man winter sucks!! the symptom i hate the most is the carbohydrate cravings and the weight gain-if its not one thing, its another...i'm so tired of dealing with health issues all the time-bad back, tight muscles, neck/shoulder/arm pain, sciatic nerve pain, pms, seasonal affective disorder, then a bad cold, more pms, sore joints, insomnia and on and on...yes i complain-i'm human and i'll take pleasure in complaining...
till next time...
Friday, October 30, 2009
goodbye website...and a word on cell memory
...so after a few weeks of trying to figure this website thing out on my own, i realized i would probably need a good web designing company to help me since it needed big time components to it to run properly...so after the webpage is built and some big time marketing, the final bill is 10,000.00...yes, lots, so more thinking to do...
...so slept on it and then researched the competition and realized there's LOTS (more) competition than i realized, (although my idea was still original and no where to be found on the internet), i realized to run the website on a monthly basis and pay the 10 grand, since the website wouldn't be generating any revenue (except maybe donations), it would need big time sponsor ads and that's a risk i'm not really willing to take...i don't believe the website would generate that many hits where a big company would consider advertising on it, so off to the next idea...
...i still have to figure out that voice though and why it told me to do what it did and figure out what the hell it meant...but it'll come in time...
so i'm going to take my new talent of website building and build a site to advertise our apartments...yippee.
so anyways, has anyone ever heard of cell memory??? i find it a very fascinating theory...there's basically two aspects to it...but the definition is pretty much the same...the concept of how our cells somehow absorb our personalities and life experiences and react according to it by sending messages to our bodies...
...i have to say i'm a little skeptic about the theory of organ transplants and cell memory...i find it hard to believe how receiving the heart of a boxer will make you suddenly want to punch out everyone...
...however, i DO believe in the other theory...we all have one soul that live many different lives on earth, and with that soul comes all the memories of past lives, so when we're born into a new body, that soul transfers all that past info to our cells, thus creating a body that reacts to it...for example, if you were hung in your last life, you would have an INEXPLICABLE fear of ropes, or deep paranoia about someone grabbing your throat or coming anywhere near it...
..this would explain my friggin severe claustrophobia for no reason that i can remember in this life...anytime i see anyone or hear of anyone suffocating, i literally undergo physical changes in my body such as rapid heartrate, anxiety and shortness of breath...
so interesting stuff...kind of makes you ask yourself if any ailment/fear you have that's unexplained comes from a past life? you never know...
...so slept on it and then researched the competition and realized there's LOTS (more) competition than i realized, (although my idea was still original and no where to be found on the internet), i realized to run the website on a monthly basis and pay the 10 grand, since the website wouldn't be generating any revenue (except maybe donations), it would need big time sponsor ads and that's a risk i'm not really willing to take...i don't believe the website would generate that many hits where a big company would consider advertising on it, so off to the next idea...
...i still have to figure out that voice though and why it told me to do what it did and figure out what the hell it meant...but it'll come in time...
so i'm going to take my new talent of website building and build a site to advertise our apartments...yippee.
so anyways, has anyone ever heard of cell memory??? i find it a very fascinating theory...there's basically two aspects to it...but the definition is pretty much the same...the concept of how our cells somehow absorb our personalities and life experiences and react according to it by sending messages to our bodies...
...i have to say i'm a little skeptic about the theory of organ transplants and cell memory...i find it hard to believe how receiving the heart of a boxer will make you suddenly want to punch out everyone...
...however, i DO believe in the other theory...we all have one soul that live many different lives on earth, and with that soul comes all the memories of past lives, so when we're born into a new body, that soul transfers all that past info to our cells, thus creating a body that reacts to it...for example, if you were hung in your last life, you would have an INEXPLICABLE fear of ropes, or deep paranoia about someone grabbing your throat or coming anywhere near it...
..this would explain my friggin severe claustrophobia for no reason that i can remember in this life...anytime i see anyone or hear of anyone suffocating, i literally undergo physical changes in my body such as rapid heartrate, anxiety and shortness of breath...
so interesting stuff...kind of makes you ask yourself if any ailment/fear you have that's unexplained comes from a past life? you never know...
Thursday, October 29, 2009
so last night i went to see the opening of michael jackson's this is it...i was very surprised to see how many people that weren't there...i would have thought it to be more frenzied, but it wasn't...not that i'm complaining...
..as some of you may know, movie theatres aren't my favourite place, and i don't think i've ever seen a movie that i've enjoyed so much before where i didn't want it to end...i'm usually always checking my watch to see how much time is left, but last night, i didn't dare check as i didn't want to know how much time i had left...i wanted to sit there and watch mj for hours and hours and hours...it literally was, the shortest two hours of my life...
...i'm sure some will love it and others won't, but for me, no matter how the movie was, mj could have just been standing on his head for two hours straight not doing anything, and i would have loved it...anytime i watch him, my soul gets nourished...and i can watch and look at him endlessly...its too bad he didn't get a chance to actually go through with the tour as seeing all the effects and any glimpses of what was to come, it would have been one hell of a good show..and i'm glad he chose to put in earth song this time around (i don't think he's ever put that in in any of his tours)...only because it wasn't a very popular song with the fans, but nonetheless, still an important message-one of the many many reasons i love mj-his love of the earth and the planet...
..as some of you may know, movie theatres aren't my favourite place, and i don't think i've ever seen a movie that i've enjoyed so much before where i didn't want it to end...i'm usually always checking my watch to see how much time is left, but last night, i didn't dare check as i didn't want to know how much time i had left...i wanted to sit there and watch mj for hours and hours and hours...it literally was, the shortest two hours of my life...
...i'm sure some will love it and others won't, but for me, no matter how the movie was, mj could have just been standing on his head for two hours straight not doing anything, and i would have loved it...anytime i watch him, my soul gets nourished...and i can watch and look at him endlessly...its too bad he didn't get a chance to actually go through with the tour as seeing all the effects and any glimpses of what was to come, it would have been one hell of a good show..and i'm glad he chose to put in earth song this time around (i don't think he's ever put that in in any of his tours)...only because it wasn't a very popular song with the fans, but nonetheless, still an important message-one of the many many reasons i love mj-his love of the earth and the planet...
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
someone asked me the other day if god is so real etc...why doesn't he answer my prayers?
...here's the reason why...
OF COURSE god doesn't answer all prayers!! morons! if he did, imagine where we'd all be? so this is obviously a situation here of basic knowledge and education...for the more spiritual and understanding we are, the less likely we are to be doubtful... we write our own life chart folks, and while there is free will and divine intervention (whenever possible), we're pretty much stuck with our lives...after all, god didn't dictate our lives or the people in it...we did...
however, and once again, that isn't to say prayer doesn't work...of course it does...where free will permits...if we're charted to develop breast cancer, we're going to get it regardless...however, if we pray that it works itself out and treatment goes as smooth as possible, the divine entities will listen and make it as easy as possible...
also, when we create our life chart, we create 5 exit points where we choose ourselves (subconsciously of course) when to exit this life on earth and when we feel we've completed our mission to our satisfaction...we develop five scenarios...either that first car accident when we're 21, or when the house burns down in 2001 all the way up to natural causes of old age when we're 89...
this is an easy way of understanding exit points:
how many times have we heard of people who were supposed to catch a particular flight, but ended up missing it for some conscious decision that they made along the way that caused them to be late and miss their flight, only to find out the plane later crashed with no survivors? its probably hard to accept or swallow that our guides are working with us everyday in our subconscious minds that get impressed upon our conscious minds when making everyday and (seemingly) automatic decisions or movements that react as a domino effect for future consequences...
and so given our 5 exit points in our life charts, we may also see the power of prayer work here too...if someone you love is lying in a hospital bed with a 50/50 chance of making it, (and this was one of their charted exit points), and you pray and pray and pray that they make it, it is possible for a divine intervention in saving this life...this is often made by the individual themselves, but their decision can be swayed...
...finally, there's the whole concept of positive thinking, and believing before asking...and this is powerful stuff here...
lest we forget:
And all things, whatsoever ye shall ask in prayer, believing, ye shall receive. (Matthew 21:21-22)
there are so many cases of successful outcomes of this nature in real life, that you have to stop and admit that there really may be something to it...jesus himself lived his whole existence on earth showing his apostles and all other followers and witnesses that the single factor in getting what you ask for is believing you already have it...of course, much harder than it sounds, but if you have a negetive and pessimistic attitude toward pray in the first place, chances are, you'll attract negetive and pessimistic outcomes and end up fulfilling your own self doubts...
...here's the reason why...
OF COURSE god doesn't answer all prayers!! morons! if he did, imagine where we'd all be? so this is obviously a situation here of basic knowledge and education...for the more spiritual and understanding we are, the less likely we are to be doubtful... we write our own life chart folks, and while there is free will and divine intervention (whenever possible), we're pretty much stuck with our lives...after all, god didn't dictate our lives or the people in it...we did...
however, and once again, that isn't to say prayer doesn't work...of course it does...where free will permits...if we're charted to develop breast cancer, we're going to get it regardless...however, if we pray that it works itself out and treatment goes as smooth as possible, the divine entities will listen and make it as easy as possible...
also, when we create our life chart, we create 5 exit points where we choose ourselves (subconsciously of course) when to exit this life on earth and when we feel we've completed our mission to our satisfaction...we develop five scenarios...either that first car accident when we're 21, or when the house burns down in 2001 all the way up to natural causes of old age when we're 89...
this is an easy way of understanding exit points:
how many times have we heard of people who were supposed to catch a particular flight, but ended up missing it for some conscious decision that they made along the way that caused them to be late and miss their flight, only to find out the plane later crashed with no survivors? its probably hard to accept or swallow that our guides are working with us everyday in our subconscious minds that get impressed upon our conscious minds when making everyday and (seemingly) automatic decisions or movements that react as a domino effect for future consequences...
and so given our 5 exit points in our life charts, we may also see the power of prayer work here too...if someone you love is lying in a hospital bed with a 50/50 chance of making it, (and this was one of their charted exit points), and you pray and pray and pray that they make it, it is possible for a divine intervention in saving this life...this is often made by the individual themselves, but their decision can be swayed...
...finally, there's the whole concept of positive thinking, and believing before asking...and this is powerful stuff here...
lest we forget:
And all things, whatsoever ye shall ask in prayer, believing, ye shall receive. (Matthew 21:21-22)
there are so many cases of successful outcomes of this nature in real life, that you have to stop and admit that there really may be something to it...jesus himself lived his whole existence on earth showing his apostles and all other followers and witnesses that the single factor in getting what you ask for is believing you already have it...of course, much harder than it sounds, but if you have a negetive and pessimistic attitude toward pray in the first place, chances are, you'll attract negetive and pessimistic outcomes and end up fulfilling your own self doubts...
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
okay...here goes...
so where do i start?
for the last few weeks...or probably months actually, i've had this insatiable urge to just talk and talk and talk and talk about..you guessed it, my favourite subject(s)
near death experiences
the afterlife
god
life and our journey/purpose on earth
spirituality everything
paranormal everything
mystical travellers
mission entities
my own psychic me
etc...etc...etc...
yes, my poor husband.
so the other day i heard 'blog' in the background of either the news or the radio or something and i thought...that's it...that would be perfect-although never thought i'd be a 'blogger'...
but i thought, how perfect...somewhere i can spill out all my thoughts for as long or little as i want, and where anything i say is legal and correct (at least in my mind anyways)...
for the last few weeks...or probably months actually, i've had this insatiable urge to just talk and talk and talk and talk about..you guessed it, my favourite subject(s)
near death experiences
the afterlife
god
life and our journey/purpose on earth
spirituality everything
paranormal everything
mystical travellers
mission entities
my own psychic me
etc...etc...etc...
yes, my poor husband.
so the other day i heard 'blog' in the background of either the news or the radio or something and i thought...that's it...that would be perfect-although never thought i'd be a 'blogger'...
but i thought, how perfect...somewhere i can spill out all my thoughts for as long or little as i want, and where anything i say is legal and correct (at least in my mind anyways)...
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